unappreciated

So today was the first time I felt totally inadequate. I met the in-laws and went to church with them. I'm not religious and after not seeing him for a week I wAnted some alone time. But when we got back home. He jumped into a book even though he was only There to visit for a hour. Not even a thank you or anything. Even though he has school and only being at my place for an hour. I don't get why that hour was him stuck to the book and not me. After all he knows I'm not religious and hate churches after doing it for him I'd get atleast more appreciation. I'm not used to adhd. And I'm trying to get used to it. But it still hurts