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- by: J - My SO describes feeling an impending sense of doom. At times in my life, I've felt the same way. Literally, just the other day she asked me: "do I feel that something bad is about to happen? Like the world is about to come to an end? " I said no I don't....but suddenly remembered me have similar thoughts but not on such a global scale. She watches a lot of NDE videos on YouTube specifically paying attention to the ones that predict the future and especially the ones that say things about global...>>> on Forum topic - Compassion
- by: Swedish coast - This not taking the lead is a disturbing behavior I've experienced too. I was in late pregnancy when my ex noticeably started to hide behind me. There were some unpleasant discussions to be had with craftsmen about something wrongly installed. Later there were negotiations with companies. And he hid behind his wife, forcing me to defend the family's interests. Every time. I'll actually never forgive him for this.>>> on Forum topic - Frustrated and unhappy
- by: Swedish coast - I'm sorry. This must be so upsetting. In my experience, so much in an ADHD-non relationship is about expectations clashing, and a fundamental inability of both partners to understand the other's perspective. We are all vulnerable in our relationships. Even more so when there is no common idea of what our life together is or should be. I think education - on ADHD, and using Melissa's world of knowledge about what it does to our relationships - is the key to moving forward. Our troubles all seem...>>> on Forum topic - I'm sad when he gets frustrated with me
- by: J - For the record, I've made some assumptions about my SO based on what I know. When someone can't answer you, or haven't told you things about themselves that possibly even they aren't aware of.... all that's left is what you know, what you've been told and what you've experiencesd. I've had to remove myself and my personal feelings to take a more objective look at the things right in front my eyes from my own observations. The most obvious common denominator that I noticed is her fear. If I apply the lens...>>> on Forum topic - Compassion
- by: honestly - So familiar, Catterfly! We were on holiday in France recently; he speaks French, is a massive francophile, insists on holidays there every year (not so big a deal since we are in UK) wants us to move there, and it is the only destination he has any interest in at all or will bother organising stuff for. But even then, he wasn't really there. He drank heavily every day, even though the kids asked him to cut down (I make no comments; it doesn't help) While the kids and I swam in the sea, or explored, he...>>> on Forum topic - Frustrated and unhappy
- by: J - This is me: "Some examples of burning curiosity include: A young child constantly asking "why" about everything they observe, driven by an intense desire to understand how the world works. A scientist meticulously investigating a mysterious natural phenomenon, determined to uncover its underlying mechanisms. A historian poring over ancient texts and artifacts, compelled to reconstruct the details of a long-forgotten civilization. An explorer venturing into uncharted territory, their mind racing with...>>> on Forum topic - "No man is free who is not master of himself " - Locus of Control
- by: Off the roller ... - Hi Peaceful111, I too have had a tough time learning about co-dependency and it can be really jarring to see ourselves on a page of a resource/book that we dont' really want to be. With that though, you didn't slip up. It happens. Give yourself grace and then pick yourself back up and take another step in the right direciton. It sounds like you know the next step which is perhaps changing the number and blocking him. Forgive yourself for the $600 - really, I mean that - because I read your excerpt above...>>> on Forum topic - Trauma bonded
- by: J - I also need(ed) lots of examples so I can understand things. It would seem, a natural course to do what you need when you haven't realized most people are not like you yet.>>> on Forum topic - Over Explaining and ADHD
- by: J - To make sure I've explained it enough so people understand. This goes back to my childhood where, I'm sure people didn't understand me. Just throw more words at them until they do! Lol However, my boss does this too I noticed. For the same reason as she told me ( not specifically over explaining but ) she has alot of young people where I work who don't understand some of the things she's saying. I'm sure, she's learned that she has to explain things from several angles until they finally get. I think...>>> on Forum topic - Over Explaining and ADHD
- by: c ur self - Reading on this thread I see something in many of the posts, something I have contemplated many times over my life time...It's the searching, building, or the proclaiming of our own identities....And most of the time it seems we work from what we know, or have experienced...(physical factors)...Childhoods, abuses, parental influence, education, finance's, the other person, mostly physical features....We definitely can be effected by all of these...The questions I have had to ask myself is, ''will I camp...>>> on Forum topic - "No man is free who is not master of himself " - Locus of Control
- by: c ur self - It's really amazing how unaware I can be in these moments, when I am attempting to bring a person, or people, into my own mind, as it relates to anything...Life scenario's, etc....The reason we (I) do this is because of the fear of being misunderstood, or worse, being perceived as not caring..... c>>> on Forum topic - Over Explaining and ADHD
- by: J - Staying true to my convictions and continuing being the person I want to be is what I'll be continuing to strive for no matter what happens. To live at peace as much as possible. This much I know for certain.>>> on Forum topic - Communication Missing the Mark
- by: rzmtz382 - Oh wow. And there i was, thinking i was on my own. Like you, I too have only realised after all these long years. Known him for more than 30+ years, been married for more than 20+ years in that period - and somehow i just didn't see it so clearly until very very recently. The shocking thing for me is that both our kids most likely have ADHD too, and husband and i have talked about the need to try and address it with the kids and help them manage it, and he also agreed (at least in principal) that he may...>>> on Forum topic - Just Realized Husband Has ADHD - After 26 Years Of Marriage
- by: Catterfly - Thank you, Starlight123. I appreciate your support.>>> on Forum topic - Frustrated and unhappy
- by: Starlight123 - Thank you! That's what I need, a little bit of looking after myself. You're absolutely right. Going to be difficult to get it though.>>> on Forum topic - Frustrated and unhappy
- by: Starlight123 - I'm sorry that you've had such a tough time. It's very brave that you're decided enough is enough and are going to build a new life. It's good you're looking after yourself. Time for you.>>> on Forum topic - Frustrated and unhappy
- by: Starlight123 - Yes we should hang out! It all sounds pretty similar. I feel for you. I'm about 10 years in. We can't seem to get through a day without me saying something that upsets him. And I do try and constantly help him. It's a very difficult condition for him as well, the ADHD and RSD. I'm sorry you've got to the stage of separation. That must be a sad situation for you.>>> on Forum topic - Frustrated and unhappy
- by: Swedish coast - That's good news, Catterfly. I find inspiration in your example. Today is a happy day - I had great satisfaction at work, then went outdoors for a lovely afternoon and now there'll be a long walk with a friend. Rewards are so funny, they seem to have little to do with what we accomplish and even less with effort. They just happen out of the blue when circumstances are right. I'm so grateful for your answer.>>> on Forum topic - Forgiveness
- by: Peacefull111 - I've been there in the past with my ex. What I would advice is to always put yourself first as they have a hard time putting others needs before their own. Make time for you and have been strict boundaries about what you want and do not want. It's going to be so important for you to be a little selfish and prioritize you. And also just being aware if things are navigating into trouble zones like addiction issues or a bad relationship and being honest with yourself checking in to make sure you're happy....>>> on Forum topic - Frustrated and unhappy
- by: J - I didn't choose to have ADHD...but I have a choice what to do about. And yes, SO has already launched into her art projects and has abandoned me sort of. But, I'm welcome to join her if I like. She doesn't mind that at all. I get a little bored not able to directly participate so I can go off and do other things. When I was doing the same thing she's doing, practically living inside my shop doing woodworking projects. I would have died and gone to heaven if my x wives were to have joined me. Both of us...>>> on Forum topic - Communication Missing the Mark