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  • Money/Credit Stuff (sorry so long) by: kathy1208 9 years 9 months ago

    Hey everyone.  My ADHD husband and I have had some ongoing issues with him and money. Not sure if this is ADHD related but heck probably all his struggles are to some extent, so here I am.

    We have been married for almost a year and have been together since 2009.  My credit is pretty good (720 or so and going up all the time) but i do have lots of law school loans and im slowly chipping away at my credit debt from my school days.  Ive never once paid anything late, ever. I am an extremely organized person. I keep track of every expense in Excel, track and analyze expenses if I want to shift things around, plan by weekly budgets usually 5 months out, and have a detailed spreadsheet of all expenses we will need (up front and after the fact) for buying a house.  Im a real estate attorney so im pretty familiar with this stuff...and it's my nature to research and plan for things and methodically solve my problems. At least I'd like to think so.

     

    My husband on the other hand has had a history of letting medical bills and a few others go to collections. I can tell from the way we talk about things he doesn't have a 100% clear understanding of how credit scores/reports work, like, he thought a deragotory collection account was "okay" if you're paying the collector installments. I tried to explain NUMEROUS TIMES....anything in the deragatory category is BAD, VERY BAD, get rid of it ASAP....unlike paying as agreed on your installment and revolving credit, paying as agreed on collections DOES NOTHING FOR your credit, it just keeps you out of them taking you to court to garnish your wages.  Anyway, things like that, where he was totally screwing himself bc he is just assuming things.  

     

    One great thing he did was pay down his $20,000 in credit debt from 2008-2013. When he got done I told him he needs to immediately open a credit card and start building good credit at 20-30% utilization or less, but first check your score.....if you see your score is low, you dont want to get a hard inquiry on a credit card and get denied, thatll only lower your score more - if its low you may want to just get a secured credit card right off the bat. He didnt check his score. He didnt know what a secured card was but he gave me a run around about how it is like a checking account and doesnt help your credit (made no sense), and he went ahead and applied for a regular card, got denied. I again reiterated, open a secured credit card. 

     

    I also told him for years, not only check your report and score, sign up for FICO or something and track stuff and get an understanding of where you need to improve. He just signed up for FICO recently.

     

    Last year when we were getting married I insisted we should just go down to the courthouse for free, and then have a nice dinner with our parents, and plan a honeymoon/vacation later on. He insisted he made good money and hes "out of debt now" (meaning credit debt) so its cool, and reassured me several times that to elope and then have a catered party for our family would be totally within our means.  While we did do it, and it was affordable - went away for a week and got married/honeymoon/dress/etc all in for $5000 and a party for family for $7000 - $12,000 we paid out of pocket as we made it last year. Great right? Well i get a collections bill in the mail in the fall, he owed like $4000 in medical bills - the same ones i had been telling him to et rid of and that he lead me to believe were gone when we were making wedding decisions.  I confront him and he also admits he still owes $2000 to federal govt.  He paid the tax bill out of our wedding gift money, at my insistence. I also insisted he pay off the medical bills out of it too, but he didnt. he just kept saying it was being "taken care of".

     

    I spent the entire past year repeatedly reminding him to open a secured credit card. He asks a bank as a soft inquiry in the fall about a mortgage and they told him theyd deny him bc of "no revolving vcredit history" and :outstanding collections accounts." Duh....what i have been saying ALL ALONG.

     

     Two weeks ago in front of his parents we are talking about buying a house and his parents ask him hwat his credit score is. He had told me in the past "around 680". To them hes like "600."  I get in a huge fight with him - here we are saving money....looking at houses casually, telling our parents were looking, and his credit is SHOT. The man now makes $100,000 a year, and otehr than those collections debts, had ZERO DEBT FOR YEARS, and has a 600 score. After i went off on him pretty nastily about it that weekend, last week he FINALLY paid off the medical collection debt and opened a secured credit card.  Had he done these things when i mentioned them years earlier, we wouldnt be in this situation right now.

     

    So then I printed out his credit score this week and found one error, and also researched and found that you can write your previous creditors a "goodwill letter" explaining your situation and asking for them to help get your previous debt erased form your report. The two issues on his are the medical debts and a cable bill. Well, he paid the cable bill and weve been paying this cable company $250 a month, on time, FOR YEARS....and i googled it and some people have had luck with p a goodwill letter with this cable company. The orthopedic surgeon through whom his medical debt was with is someone hes gone to for some stuff both before and after the surgery that went to colections - someone he knows well bc he plays a club sport and the guy is the doctor for the whole team and knows them all well and gets oodles of business from all of them. I sat down and had flagged the one error and then the two collectiosn, and as always, he wont listen. Hes arguing, doesnt care what I have to say, is fighting me, and while im trying to be nice and upbeat about all of it, he accuses me of trying to make him feel stupid.  He insists there is "never a good time to talk about this stuff."

     

    I just dont know what to do. I am not perfect either, im working to improve my financials and credit all the time, and i dont judge people for their past financial mistakes...but i DO judge the fact that he has had blatant opportunities to improve his (and our) situation and has wilfully disregarded them, and not only that, when i was the one that researched options (secrued credit cards, goodwill letters, all the ins and outs of ways to hurt and improve your credit, what we will need to get approved for a mortgage, etc), he just treats me with complete impatience, annoyance and disdain. He wants all the same things i do in life - good credit, savings, retirement, a house, to continue to live within our means in the future like weve been doing the past couple of years since both our incomes have gotten really good - and yet, he fights me every step of the way - treats me like an adversary the minute I want to sit down and talk about what obstacles are still in our way and the strategies to overcome them.  I feel we are so lucky to have the internet and know how to figure out exactly what we ned to do to improve our situation, and $$ wise, the resources to make things happen.....

     

    I hate fighting with him over this. I feel like he is his own worst enemy when it comes to money. He acts like because he makes $100,000 and he paid off credit cards two years ago that everything else will just work itself out, and how dare I try and interject on "his" issues. "its beign taken care of" he always says in a huff...but then it doesnt. I feel SO BAD SAYING IT but i feel forced to when he acts like that - ill say "youve made $100,000 for two years now and good money the years before that. youve had no loans or credit debt for awhile. we live modestly, and you have a 600 credit score. its NOT being taken care of."

     

    I feel so sad to have to confront these issues with him bc i worry im emasculating him or somehting - i dont WANT to make him feel bad, its all very awkward, but it needs to be dealt with and he by his own devices has demonstrated that he cant/wont deal with this stuff properly. I dont know what to do. Its a huge issue in our marriage right now.  He pouts and acts childish when it gets brought up. I just dont get it how someone who is so good at his sales job and business stuff at work, can be a completely oblvious person about his own personal financial situation and constantly be sticking his head in the sand and telling himself and me itll all just "work itself out."  what can i do to deal with all this - while imrpvigin our financial situation but also not hurting our marriage???

  • How to survive your book. by: cepage11 9 years 9 months ago

    My wife was very pleased and happy to find your book on ADHD & Marriage. She read it , and it made a lot of sense to her. ( It's was like she wrote the book her self ) she would say.We would read passages from the book as we read she would start crying describing this is exactly how she feels. As for some one who has been tested most of his younger life. I was no stranger to ADHD. All those PhD's never diagnosed me with ADHD, but after her eureka moment with your book and the circles that just go round and round on this subject I agreed to therapy and tests. Over 1k in Dr. bills and tests we got a inconclusive on my ADHD. I personally do not take any form of medication including aspirin .What I'm asking is how do I survive this marriage with your book thrown in my face and your emphasis on medication?

     

     

  • Husband goes to 2nd shift today---kinda excited! by: Anonymous (not verified) 9 years 9 months ago

    My husband keeps thinking that I'm so sad with him going to 2nd shift and now we'll really only see each other on the weekends. Nope...I'm pretty damn excited he's moving there! Up until today he worked 5AM-1:30 PM so the only time I had to myself to truly be free to do what I wanted without any remarks from him was in the morning before 7AM when I went to work. Now he will be working from 2PM to 10:30 PM. I will be able to come home at about 5PM and do whatever I want! No constant "Why are you doing THAT? Why are you watching THAT? Why are you eating THAT?" from him. If I feel like eating soup with a fork while standing on my head in my wedding dress and watching some girly show (I know ridiculous!) but I can do that without any comments from him! I will have a glorious 6 hours to myself every weeknight. I can do projects and when it comes time to start mowing the yard, I can do it after work at my leisure without having to hear comments from him on how I'm doing it wrong or feeling like I have to do it when he'll be gone for a while. I'll be able to go out with coworkers after work when there are work happy hour's and not feel like I have to go home immediately after work so he doesn't get angry at me for being out. I can have a life! Right now all I do is come home and sit on the couch because he's either on the couch or on the computer. I'll even get the bed to myself for a majority of the night because he probably won't end up coming to bed until 2 or 3 AM. Maybe I can finally start losing a few pounds which I've been wanting to do for a while but can't because I never do anything when he's around for fear he'll be snide with me for doing it. Now I probably won't be able to sit still!

     

    UPDATE:Well I had seen on Facebook yesterday while I was at work that H was on Facebook as well around 1:45. Well seeing as how his shift started at 2PM, he was either biding time on the computer at work, which was unlikely seeing as how that's not what you'd be doing prepping for a new area, or he decided to stay home. Sure enough, I get home at 5PM and his car is in the driveway! I walk in the door and he's nowhere to be found because he's taking a nap! So his first day in a new area and he pretty much goes "Meh, I think I'll take the day off" and had made no call or text to anyone at work. Boy, I bet your new coworkers and manager are going to love you! Is this what I'm going to have to deal with now? Always wondering if he indeed is going to work everyday? I was so stressed out about that a few years ago when he worked 2nd shift and didn't go in numerous times. Although now I know how to go onto his work website and see when he clocks in and out so I'll know if he's there.

    On top of that, I come home to litterboxes full of cat poop and a spot of diarrhea on the carpet next to the litterboxes! I am always the one to clean them and when he sees me doing it he goes "Oh if you would just wait a bit and not be so antsy to do that then I will go ahead and do it". So that morning I left it for him to do. Yet I come home to litterboxes that obviously had not been cleaned. The smell was horrendous! And the diarrhea was so gross, yet he was oblivious to the whole thing because he had to get his nap in from being so tired from staying home all day! 

    Oh AND our kittens are due for their final shots and our vet is only open 9-1 M-F so I had to take off a couple of days over the past few months to take them in for checkups, shots, spays. Seeing as how his job is strict about taking time off, I just went ahead and did it myself because I know that I will get it done. Well I tell him this past Monday that I was going to take them in for their final shots either Tues or Thurs (that's when the 20% vaccine clinics are) and just go into work a few hours late. He goes "No no no. I start 2nd shift on Thursday so I can take them in". I go "Are you SURE?" He goes "Well yeah, it's just up the road right?" So I trust that he will do this. Well Wed. night I say to him "So you are taking the kittens in tomorrow right?" He goes"Huh?" I say "The kittens. You are taking them in for their shots tomorrow?" He goes 'No, let me get acclimated to my new work schedule first. I may want to take a nap tomorrow morning. I will take them in next Tuesday." ARRGH!!! Really? You TOLD me you would do this! Well you didn't even GO to work on Thursday and on top of that you got off work at 1:30 PM on Wed and didn't have to go back until 2PM on Thurs. so you had plenty of time to sleep.  But now when you are not getting home until 11PM and probably not going to bed until 3AM, you are going to want to get up and take them to the vet at 9AM?? No way! Even if you did get up at 9AM you'd need your hour or two to wake up, surf the net, take a shower and you wouldn't have time. Why didn't you just let me take them myself rather than promise me something I KNEW you were going to procrastinate?!

    UPDATE TO THE UPDATE: Well I'd like to tell you what it's like to have the evenings to myself over the past few days, but I haven't had the chance to be alone yet! He was supposed to start 2nd shift last Thursday. It is now Tuesday and he has yet to go in. No texts or calls to anyone last Thurs/Fri and he had no repercussions from it. Yesterday he texts his new boss (who he has yet to meet!) and says that he injured himself on Thursday and had a doctor's appt yesterday so couldn't go into work. You know, because when you have a 30 minute doctor's appt you can't go to work! Plus you know, he couldn't have scheduled it for the morning before work! Plus, you of course wait 4 days AFTER you injure yourself to go see the doctor! He told his boss that he would be in today. Well I see he sent a text to his boss again at about noon today. I'm sure it says "Oh have another appt today with phys. therapist. Will be in tomorrow." Then tomorrow it will be "Oh doctor says I need to go see him again today. Will be in tomorrow". He doesn't even know this guy or his new coworkers yet and he's already missing 4 days of work!

    He was doing so well for 4 months he went in EVERY day. Last month he missed a day for whatever reason so had to turn his FMLA on again so he wouldn't get a mark against him. Well I think we are on about day 7 of the last month where he hasn't gone in even though he tells me he only gets 4 days a month off with it.BS! Once he starts on this, he can't stop! And now being on 2nd shift it's even harder because he sleeps in and then lounges around playing his video game and watching tv and probably has a beer or two and by noon he decides "Meh, I'm having fun here. I don't think I'll work today". And everyday he tells me "Tomorrow I'm going in for sure". It never happens.  He just says it to keep me happy until I come home and find him there. Why piss me off sooner when you can piss me off later, right??

  • How do I know he's really changed? by: Lynnw 9 years 9 months ago

    I divorced my ADD husband 10 years ago. We remained in touch because of the kids, and now the anger and pain have cooled and we are good friends. He wants to move back in with me when he retires in a couple of years. We have fun together and get along well, but ONLY because he doesn't live here and I put no pressure at all on him. When he stays the weekend (he has no interest in any kind of intimacy), I think of him as a guest; if he does some thing to help out (he likes to cook, and does a few repair jobs) I thank him. HOWEVER, if he moves back in, I don't want a permanent house guest; he will have to have some responsibilities, and that's where the trouble will start. He swears he's changed, but how can I know? He still does irritating things like interrupt me mid-sentence.

    Every time I seriously consider letting him move back, I have nightmares of all the pain and misery..I wake up crying.. How can I get over that? How can he prove that he's changed before he gets back into my house (last time it took a year to pry him out). He won't discuss the past, and thinks we should just forget everything that happened before (it's etched into my mind; I can't forget).. If I bring up an incident, he doesn't remember it, or remembers it differently than I do, and just says "If I did that, it wasn't intentional". If he doesn't remember the past, takes no responsibility for it, and has that disconnect between his intentions and actions, how can he change? How can I trust him again? Should I ever trust him again?

  • Apologies? by: Lynnw 9 years 9 months ago

    Do any of you non-ADD spouses ever get apologies from the ADD person? In my house, my ADD husband would do or say something that even he knew hurt me, but (this was a real conversation):

    ME: It really hurt me when you did that

    HIM: Don't you think I know that? Do you have to rub my nose in it? Don't you think I've suffered enough?

    ME: Sorry

    Wait, what? Did I just apologize to HIM? Crazy-making.

     

  • Really think before investing so many years by: add 9 years 9 months ago

    This blog is filled with so many, mostly women, who have agonized for so many years over their husbands ADD behaviors.  I did the same thing, too, until after 25 years he had an affair (one of many I am sure) and walked out on the family.  Where is he today?  He's on a cruise enjoying himself with his girlfriend.  Where am I?  I am totally alone dealing with our son who is ADD, has a very good possibility of being bipolar and suffers from severe depression.  What I would give to have the years back and to have made the decision years ago to end it.  A message to all women - don't be financially dependent on your husband!  Biggest mistake I ever made!!! 

  • Is Divorce their answer to EVERY problem? by: Strangebird 9 years 9 months ago

    My Husband's answer to every problem, big or small, has always been to get a divorce.  I've always said, he's lived for 23 years with one foot out the door.  Having only recently been diagnosed, and only starting meds a week ago, I was determined to ride this out for awhile.  But now he just seems calmer, more resolved, and I guess peaceful about a divorce.  Now I've been cut out of his counseling altogether, he's bordering on anxious to move on to his new and improved life WITHOUT ME!  I'm thinking about going away for the weekend with no warning.  Every weekend for about a month I've said I'm going to go, and he'd respond that he would go but he wouldn't.  He'd stay here and fight with me all weekend and tear me down and destroy me, in front of our kids.  Has anyone tried to just leave for a 48 hour period, leave a note, what is the likely response?  I've never done anything like this because I've been petrified of losing him, but I feel like I already have and I really need some space.  His answer to everything is divorce, and now he's resolved and his answer to everything is to work out the details of the divorce.  Should I get up Friday morning and just take off?  should I tell him I'm going?  Should I shut my phone off?  Help!

  • quote for week, Feb. 4 by buddah by: franchescaL 9 years 9 months ago
    Hello everybody I'm new to this blogging thing so bear with me. You see I have a wonderful husband of 30 yrs. Undiagnosed (except by me)but has every symptom of adult add. So that's why we've been driving each other crazy all these years. Lol . It wasnt funny back then but i can laugh about it now.cuz we r still together which is a miracle .and we can only give thanks to God. I wouldn't be able to love my husband and appreciate his strengths in "my self love." But because I know how deep Gods love is for me Im able to love him through his weaknesses. Buddah who.? .
  • behavioural changes - what to do when your husband refuses to make them? by: KristinaS 9 years 9 months ago

    My husband has been diagnosed for 18 mths. He takes ritalin and it has helped a lot - he also exercises and has quite a healthy lifestyle... but he adamantly refuses to make any behavioural changes. This means he still forgets what I say, doesn't follow through on agreements, rushes off in all sorts of directions (we are rennovating our house) causing no end of havoc and wasting time and money.

    We talk through what might help - including writing things down, always consulting before deciding etc - he does it petulantly for a day or two and it quickly goes out the window.

    He says making these changes would be 'stifling' that it would mean he would no longer be himself - he doesn't see why he should have to adapt to a world that he thinks should work better for him!

    I'm really stuck. I work at home and I can't cope with the fact that most days when I leave my computer to go and see how he's doing - I'm going to find some ADD thing going on - definitely not what we discussed and agreed at breakfast... I'm exhausted and worn down by it...

    I feel there's nothing more I can do - so I've decided to stop trying to find any solutions and just keep stating what's a problem for me - stop work on the house (our worst battleground) and leave it to him to work out what he wants to do - which I have to accept may mean leaving me. 

    Is that the right thing to do? Has anyone else successfully overcome this barrier?

  • How does he feel now that it's over? by: kotf 9 years 9 months ago

    I'm not sure if I even really want to know the answer to this... I guess I'm afraid I already do... 

    The self-centeredness, all the running around, projects taking priority, poor communication, the lack of connection - this is why our marriage ended.  I haven't had any contact with him for the last couple weeks, and this time has been so hard for me. As difficult as it was, and as much as I know that it's probably for the best (for me - and him too I geuss) that it's over between us, I miss his terribly and love him and it's so hard... I wonder, does he miss me?  

    I didn't feel loved in the relationship - not properly - not as much as I wanted or had experienced in the past. But, he insisted he did love me, and I did feel it from him (in his way.) So, I suppose I shouldn't be surprised by wondering whether or not he thinks about me/misses me at all.  It's a continuation of the central problem our marriage faced.  But, what do you all think?  Do they miss us when it's over? Or do they just run and run and get into their projects and not think much about it at all.  

    Shoot me straight. I can take it.   

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